Tuesday, December 15, 2009

weekend wars

sorry i havent taken many pictures lately. ive been busy. and overwhelmed. and quite depressed to be honest. im not with mike anymore. i broke his heart. im with sam now. but i want mike back. i think. im not really sure. maybe i should just try being single for a while.

i can only stand my roommate half the time. i dont wanna go home but i dont wanna be here. im failing a few classes. finals start tomorrow. christmas break starts friday. brandi wants to do shrooms. i dont want to but i will anyways.

i love mike. but i dont know if thats because i was with him for 4 years or not. when i think about him, i want him back really bad and i miss him so much. but then i start thinking about our relationship long term and it doesnt make sense to me. i hate to say that im thinking about the whole marriage thing cause im so young still but when you've been with someone for that long thats what you need to start thinking about. mike and i are soo different im not sure if marriage would work out with us. especially the whole parenting thing. hes gonna be just like his dad and i would never want my kids to grow up like that. and sams just clingy and annoying sometimes. i think i should be single...anyways, now for the few pictures i did take.

got a new lip ring :)

sam and i at the 1st annual Thiel College Beer Olympics
(and i know hes not the most attractive guy but hes a sweetheart)

the gingerbread tree i made at thanksgiving

sammy playing in his indian hat, so cute haha

Monday, November 23, 2009

i feel like a zombie

ok i just need to vent. my roommate and i pulled an all nighter last night. i can barely keep my eyes open and i might blackout and kill someone if i dont get some sleep soon. but my roommate has this aggravating habit of listening to her headphones so loud that i can literally sing a long to the songs shes listening to from across the room, with my own headphones on. quick question: why bother with headphones? the purpose of headphones is so you dont bother other people, is it not? not only that, the guys on the floor above me have their bass so loud its shaking my bed. so even if i listen to my own music (and i hate listening to music to fall asleep), i can still hear my roommates and the peoples upstairs. and on top of it all, there seems to be some sort of train/ helicopter party going on outside today. i have a paper to finish thats due tomorrow, a HUGE test to study for, and all i was hoping for was a little sleep. sam said i could come sleep in his room if my roommate did this again (she does it A LOT) but hes not answering his phone. go fuckin figure. i will honest to god injure someone else or myself if i dont sleep soon. well im real fuckin glad SHES getting some sleep...

Monday, November 2, 2009

Happy Halloween

My huge, gigantic eyelashes for Halloween


Anna and I


Amanda's costume


Cody, wearing Anna's costume


Cody, watching tv like a 5 year old on our floor


Someone wrote "OM NOM NOM NOM" on the cafeteria wall


Fall leaves on Brother Martins Walk


Neat picture I took in the car on the way back to school


Monday, October 19, 2009

it snowed :)

IT SNOWED!!

i found those sunglasses at a party, they are mine now :)

me and sam

me again

the sink at the townhouse, hehe :)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

random pictures

ok so i decided i might turn this into a photo blog, seeing as i never had anything to say



Mike and I went to a Pirates game

Greenville Hall at night. Creeeeepy :)

Me and Sam's new black light

Thiel Campus at night, also creeepy

Random party picture, kinda gross, i know

Thursday, September 10, 2009

thiel college class of 2013 :)

wow, its been a while haha. ive been so busy moving in to my dorm and making last minute memories back home that i forgot i even had a blog. sorry :(. no one even reads this haha.

BUT, i am officially a college student. and let me tell ya, its awesome. i moved in on august 27th. my room is soo small but once i got all my stuff together in it, it looks pretty cool. theres 3 freshman dorms on campus and i have to say that mine is the crappiest but you develop some kind of unconditional love for your dorm right from the beginning.

my side of the room, messy, i know

orientation sucked. it was 3 days long and there were a bunch of pointless activites. but i met so many awesome people all the bullshit was worth it. usually i never had problems remembering peoples names but i seriously met so many people i cant remember anyones names haha. all freshman have a class called Freshman Year Seminar (FYS). we got to choose the topic of our class and i picked "The Screwtape Letters". somehow, theres only 5 people in my FYS but i love it cause those are the people im already friends with.

i love it here though. i was dreading it so much before i left home. i didnt wanna come but once i got settled in here and started talking to people i thought "oh this isnt gonna be so bad". college life is so great. you get to do whatever you want, whenever you want and no one is there to bitch at you. i get out of my classes whenever the professor doesnt feel like talking anymore. my 2 hour long classes havent never lasted more than an hour. i dont have to rush from class to class and feel like i wanna kill myself at the end of the day like i did in high school. dont get me wrong though, the classes are much harder than high school and no one cares if you dont do the work and fail. the homework is hard and theres a TON of it. but its so much fun here that its worth the pain.

i went home last weekend. my aunt jill picked me up (dont wanna talk about it) and mike took me back here. brandi and i wanted to drink so we rented a motel room that was quite sketchy.. it was fun though. mike and i just watched movies like we usually do. he got to see my room when he dropped me off. i think he like it :) but i ended up having a room right across the hall from the RA, just my luck.. so its gonna be hard if i ever want him to spend the night.


brandi, reading the bible in the motel room before we start drinking hahaha

oh and last but not least, the graffiti party! the school had a graffiti party as part of the orientation. what it was, was a party where they give everyone a white shirt and a sharpie and you just go around and sign everyones shirts. it might sound stupid but it was actually really fun.

and heres just some more random pictures:

marilla resevoir


martin :)


really cool sky outside my dorm last night

Monday, August 17, 2009

a bunch of crappy pictures


mike and i at the concert




this is what 29,000 people looks like



blink 182





fall out boy